Rihanna - We Found Love ft. Calvin Harris

Happy New Year 2012

http://youtu.be/tg00YEETFzg

eat pray love...

I do not want to be so 'eat pray love' about my life but woman who are in their 30's and 40's who is quite not settled yet and quite do not know what they want or who do know what they want but did not quite get them, do have something in common. i think i have to start from the beginning...remember i was in the UK last year and the year before doing my Phd?? well it does not quite work out for me...so here i am again in Msia hoping for a second chance in getting my doctorate. I came back to Msia for good in March; report myself to my employee in May i.e. i have to work again *sigh* and after successfully got an offer from UUM, have to register in September directly after Eid. Pheww...sometime i just wonder where did i get all the energy....of course all these did not happen without the emotional roller coaster and heartfelt mumbo jumbo. I took everything in my stride and smile although my heart and self esteem were tearing apart. Like i said there still a lot of growing up to do...

:)

p/s i miss london

inspector lewis

last ramadan i was in London watching Inspector Lewis while waiting for iftar; this year the same thing but instead i am in Labuan *sigh* Lawrence Fox is so sexy!!

p/s btw, i am gong back to Paris next may...bonjour!!

growing up!!??

i am so sorry...have not been around for a while...things have been so complicated for me these few months but i still have the enthusiasm towards life... i am just confuse!!! one thing for sure is that i still have a lot of growing up to do.... :)